

I imagine Heaven to be something like the simultaneous experiencing of all of the moments that I wish lasted forever.
What about you?

via Gian ohoho
as life
moves on so quickly
and yet time stands still
when stressors abound
i miss those times
those days and nights
where i had someone
i could talk to
and be comforted with
an understanding
an unconditional love
care and compassion
that i’ve learned to
want and need and expect
and now
an abrupt loneliness
to barely stay afloat
sure
to know things might suck now
but can and will get better later
its still different
oh
emptiness
I love those times
when time moves slow
that moment of twilight
the fleeting space of forever
is it crazy
it feels like infinity
but id want to be with you
for eternity
It was a couple hours ago, but
i’ll try to remember
snippets of what i felt
It was 2:30 AM
I woke up, slowly.
As if coming from a dream
or thoughts of a dream
Creepily this feeling
of uneasiness
of anxiety
filled the pits of my stomach
placed pressure on my chest
and i felt
breathless
time was fleeting
i didnt know what to do
what was
this newfound anxiety
i felt so alone
i felt like the future was dim
like my life
up to now
has been a waste
pointless
i shut out the light at the end of the tunnel
and i was lost
and alone
i felt
scared
i hope to leave my fears
growing up is hard to do
Don’t you ever wonder what
Will happen when it ends?
How can we let go of the
Ones who we call friends?And I know, it’s only a story, but
For so many it’s more than that.
It’s a world, all on its own where we
Want to put on that Sorting Hat.
I will miss the train ride in.
And the pranks pulled by the twins.
And though it’s nowhere I have been
I’ll keep on smiling from the times I had with them.
Could there ever be again
Another one like this?
One that’s brought us together and
Started its own music movement?
Soon we will see it closed.
The final chapter exposed.
It’s an end of an era
And I’m seeing clearer
That nothing will ever be the same
(via hawtbeach)